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Just Try Before you decide there's no way you could ever possibly do what 'they' have asked of you, take a moment to think about exactly what it involves. You may be so frustrated with past issues that you aren't able to clearly see your present capabilities. You tried, but you just couldn't shut up and not say those hurtful words. You can't take them back, but you can apologize. The sooner, the better. The only word that could possibly describe how you're feeling now is 'antsy.' Uncross those hands, get up and stop pretending it isn't happening. Do something! Nail-biting doesn't count. Your guardian angel is waiting and ready to help you find the right life's work. Close your eyes and picture the path you need to follow to get there.

Im so sick of it.

Yeah as the title say, I hate how people play mind games and think its bloody fun. Well I'm not laughing and getting pretty sick of it and really over it. If that what you think of me, I know Im a better person and don't need this at all. Yeah I might be going through heaps of shit and not coping with it. Maybe it is time to move on from everything and that a scary thing but it might time to. I just want to be happy and need things in my life that will make me happy. This what they keep telling me or are you safe every day they are me. I wouldn't plan it, I would just do it and telling anyone I wouldn't do it. This is me at the moment and people just have to put up with it. Until I can get things sort in my head and heart and work out what's going on. They keep telling me things and making me think of things that make things worst for me about others and now every time I see them I think what they said. It just doesn't help me and can make things worst with my life.

Forbidden Fruit

If you're not 'supposed' to do it, if you're not supposed to like it and most definitely if it's something you've been told to never, ever even think about -- well, you're probably on your way right now to giving it a shot. And you'll enjoy it, too. You tried, but you just couldn't shut up and not say those hurtful words. You can't take them back, but you can apologize. The sooner, the better. You're a human steamroller, perfectly willing to take down anyone and anything who tries to come between you and what you want. Do try to cut down on casualties. Your guardian angel is waiting and ready to help you find the right life's work. Close your eyes and picture the path you need to follow to get there.

I'm sick

I'm so sick of the phone calls they don't help they make me feel worst. I think getting drunk would be better. Today i feel so down and out I made a big mistake. Well I feel so, well I just feel.

Another day

Yeah once again I think I need to take them all and all this will stop.