feeling

Yeah having had a lot of different feeling lately and waiting to hear what happening is easy either. Last nite i played cricket and once again we lost and once again we didn't have enough players. I'm trying get Stacey to play the last few games with me, so we just have a full team.  Well all my rock throwing on Friday nite at the beach paid off, my bowling wasn't to bad and my throwing back to the bowler and wicketkeeper was great and improved so much. My captains had me bowl first and a opener I just laugh at them but they were serious and I ended up bowling 3. They weren't to bad either, but I had so much going on it was nice not to think about anything. Sometime i wish i had someone to talk to but had the time to listen, i feel so alone at the moment and maybe it my fault because it me and i really don't want to talk. Sometimes it just nice to have someone just ask what going on but as i said it the way I am. Well that's it for now, have some phone calls to make and see what happening in my family.

Cheers Deb

Cricket Career

Wow this is my cricket career, over that 6 years but if I didn't play for another team I would have been 70 games but that life. so I have 3 more season after this, to go for my 100 game my god can I do it. I'm really proud of what I have achieve and I enjoy knowing I have hit a lot of runs and more to come.



Cheers Deb

Saturday nite

On Saturday nite was my pres nite with mine cricket club, we all got grand final medals from the club and here is my and some other photos from the nite, it was great nite hanging with the girls as this was the last time we do for 6 months. I will probably see them again as we are planning to go out on the town and have some fun, because I seem to miss out on the after fun part, I had to work the next day when we won the premier final, then after pres nite I had to drive so i couldn't drink much. So they said we all need to do this again and no excuse this time to me, but I know how these girls drink been there done that with them and I have learn a very hard lesson, drink at your in time, not theirs. Then on that nite i stayed at Sharon's house as we had to get up at 4 in the morning to take her mum to the market to help her sell her jewellery and that was a long day there because I didn't get much sleep at Sharon's house one of her cats decide he would like to sleep with me and kept on sleeping on my legs and this cat is very fussy he sleeps with or lets touch and someone in the area decide to have a party until 3.45 in the morning, maybe I should have got up and went over there to join them since I didn't sleep. Then I went to watch roosters play, I miss half the game but it didn't matter we won. That nite i fell asleep on the couch and sleep until midnight and then i went to bed and slept a long time and this morning feel like I need another 12 hours. Well that's it from me.....

Cheers Deb

wednesday nite

Went down to Sharon house yesterday, we took the girls to netball, then we got tea for her family and mine. Then we went to my cricket presentation night, i was nominate for cricket of the year, well I didn't win it but that's OK I enjoy knowing I was in the great company with some of the great women's cricketer. Jess came with my beautiful granddaughter Giselle. Here's is some photo's of the nite. It was really wonderful having my bestie there to be a part of something that means a lot to me and I could share this with her. Having my Giselle this great to show her of to my cricket mates because Im always talking about her. Sat nite we are having our club presentation nite, i wont win anything here because we are all close in the batting but i start batting at number 5/6 so there is no chance winning here but that's ok I have 6 of these trophies on my cupboard. As you can see Giselle love my medal I won in the grand final, she was chewy on it and it was soak but thats ok she was adorable just watching her.

congrats to us

Well congrats westie girls we won the grand final in cricket we are number 11111. This what Stacey took after the game when we won

Cheers Deb

one more day

yes one more day and back to work, i don't know if I want to go back now. I do and i don't but once I get there i be alright. Well just finish playing cricket, last week I hurt my heel and the doctor gave me some pain killers and they did the job on the field but now shit it bloody hurting and i really cant walk. I was told not to play but if you know me and understand where i come from, you know I cannot play. i really need this it help me with all the shit that's goes on in my life at the moment. When I'm on he field nothing else important but just playing cricket. next week we bat and we don't have to make to many runs which fine by me. My daughter is having bloody hard time at the moment and I cant help her which is hard for me. Just have curled up in my own life and not given anyone else a thought, well no-one else cares what happens in my life so I have come to a conclusion I'm need to be the same. Well some people don't care. Well my big bro has gone now and now wondering who going to be there for the big bro and little sister chats now.

Just about me

Over last few days I have tried some new stuff, on Saturday nite Sharon was showing me how to make cards. Well at first i really didn't want to but it was fun, she like to torturing me lol. I did slow her down but she a very patience person well with me or she was just being nice. I love creating with her, cards or even doing a scrap page with her, i might not be that good at this and very slow because I'm not sure if it good and if it right, I'm out of my comfort zone. So here what I did and it's all Sharon, i just copy her.

Well then I start to play with photoshop and did try and create something very simple that Sharon taught us in our training one day i will try some other but for now this will do. I did this on Stacey and Emma.

I play cricket last nite and we won again three more games then bring on the finals, Well i have hurt my heel. I did this before Christmas so i got better sandshoes, but last nite I just ran for a run and that was its bloody hell now I'm in so much pain. So i decide to go to the docs I rang Stacey so she would come with me, I really didn't want to go on my own. She protested but did it for me, well i showed the doc where it hurts and then he said some bloody big word, but in plain English I run very heavy on my heel and I have done some damaged to the heel. So I'm not allowed play for a few weeks and wear padding in my shoe, which is a hard thing to find I went to chemist and sport stores to find this special padding. One sport store had it but not in my size shit, so I end up with a better pair of sandshoe and tomorrow I will try another shop and see what I can find. I will play cricket on Monday and just keep the pain killers up and with the new shoes and padding I should be alright. Well I hope so, i need my cricket it gives me the out I need for the stress in my life.



Well i would show them but having so much trouble with the internet, Hopefully by friday i can show what i have done....



Cheers Deb

In doubt

Yes I'm doubting myself and I know what someone is saying. It really not making any different, shit it bugging me at the moment to be this way. I hate this feeling and i really don't know how to get out of it. 9 working days to go ya and i really mean ya bring on the holiday. YOU know if I feel this way maybe I wont make a very good teacher. Or do I want to, well my sso wont have this feeling that for sure they have all my support and students wouldn't get away with what I'm going though. Just finished playing cricket tonight and we batter and i did get in, which was fun i 'always love to bat it get all the stress out while I'm out there. The you come off the field did i get enough out nah i didn't. So far this season i have hit 75 runs and that's in three games and we have won three games to, with us we have to retire after 30 runs so that a bit pissy but hey that's the rules. Two games i have finished not out with what i love because my batting is important to me.... So tomorrow back at work and once again getting shit throw at me again but I keep to me and just let steam after school......
Well thatsa for me now.....

Cheers Deb