Lost

I'm so lost over the last few days, I don't where I am or where I'm going. For some reason I don't have patience and I don't like when things are not going my way. Getting so frustrate with work and with what is going on with head office and my paid. It going around in circles and back and forth and no one is talking to each other. I finding I'm alone and that's getting hard, when I want to talk to someone I have to think will they answer or if I text will they get it and that frustrate me even more. With what my brother is going though with his treatment and my sister-in-law is on the waiting list and hopefully she be getting her new lungs soon, if she doesn't want it means but it the thought of my family going though this. My brother-in-law losing his sister over the weekend was a bit of a shock and then I thought,how would I feel if I lost my brother. So no wonder I feel the way I do and I just don't know how to stop this and then I have to tell someone something and I can't, its all eating at me and I think it time to hide in my own little world for a while. Well that's it for now I think I said to much and it time to stop.