Saturday night

It Saturday night and no where to go . I wanted to go to movies and see the unborn, but no one to go with. Lisa wouldn't it is to scary for her and Stacey to young, so I'm home doing school work. Having a couple of drinks. Well at the moment I was watching Lisa Williams, I like this show. Today I went and did the best and fairest awards , well we did the count, in a couple of weeks the pres will be on. On Wednesday night I'm taking out water balloons for my un 9 netball team to have some fun since this the last training for this season. I have really enjoy coaching the 9 but this the last time for me. They are a great team and the girls keep me on my toes. I told the head of our club I'm not coaching next season because of my uni but because of Sarah not playing anymore and then I only have to go out and watch Stacey only. Which will be nice. I missed my nephew dancing this week, he a ballet dancer and he very good. I really didn't have anyone to go with and i couldn't afford two ticket to take one of my girls with me, but hey next time. I have been trying really hard to study this time around and have little more reading tomorrow but I need some time away from this as well. So i might try and go to the shop tomorrow just to get out. Well that enough from me.

Cheers Deb

one year today

My heart is breaking for my daughter jess today. She lost her baby this time last year, when she rang me today at work i was really trying not to bring it up. I know she was thinking about it, she had more test done today, she has diabetes. So when we were talking she was saying she has to test her blood four times a day for now and then see if she needs has to having insulin. Well at least they can protect her and the baby and that a good thing. So i told her keep her chin up and think every fine and the baby healthy, but what was really saying yes I know what today is and I'm thinking of you. I try to work so hard and not think about it to much and I know when she rang me all she want was me to talk but it really hard when I'm at work. Then I wish I didn't come home Hell broke loose. My son has decide he doesn't want to go school, my son is a different program than normal school. he only has to go school 3 days a week for 45 min. Today was the first day back but he go no, I was still asleep. He had to go to school at 1:25, I was not happy with that so i let loose and said you have to for one lesson. So he not talking and it my fault and telling me to leave and not come back. The swearing gee I really get enough of that my school where I work at. So that one child two go, yep lisa just not really happy with me, she has spinal bifida i said I need make appointment for her to your doc, no was the answer i don't want injection. Lisa every 6 months has to have blood test to see how her kidneys are. I told her, she has to get over the fact she has spinal bifida, well that was the wrong thing but the truth. With all this going on stacey has hid in herself bedroom, i should have hid with her.Well that enough of crap I better get on with my school work now.

Cheers Deb

Sister

My sister told me tonight she will not play netball next season. As well I'm not going to be out any more, she giving up everything. Which is sad but then she told she hasn't been feeling well and is going to the doc to have test done. She has been trying to tell me for weeks but because we haven't play netball or train i haven't seen her. So before anyone turn up tonight at our netball meeting she told me. She has this lump on her head which has grown and I had a look at it, it not just a little lump, but very big lump. I'm really scare for my sister, she means a lot to me, she was a mum to me when I was growing up. I have always been close to her more than the other two. Having my dad die from cancer and my mum with leukemia and one of my sister had cerv cancer a few years ago. That was a hard time for our family, she was lucky they found it early. My sister is a fighter so if they find something she fight hard so would us all. When these things happen in our family we all come together and fight together. She was the one that got Stacey in to playing netball, that was six years ago. Stacey was talking about netball on the way home and if she still wants to play, what I mean is it getting harder for her, as she has to play in the un 15 next season. she will still play for now but i have a feeling it be long before she won't play anymore.

Cheers Deb

Its life

Monday it start my uni stuff, i ready for it this time. I going to be better this time with my studying and reading. Well I'm going to try. My darling hubby has been invited to a party tonight but I haven't, in some way i don't really care but these two people are trying to put more of a wedge in our marriage more, than what is all ready there. When i start my uni stuff he get a bit peed because I'm not giving him the time of day all the time that he wants. Work going really well, Jake getting better and letting reporting it to the police. Today i was chatting with Jake and Lisa, we were talking about life and sex. i was asking Jake and he keep on saying can we talk about something else. I like how I can have open relationship with my kids and they tell me anything. It doesn't mean I love everything they tell me but I don't judge then and that why they can talk about anything with me.

Cheers Deb

Got the wrong person

My hubby and I went through abit of state over last few days. The police rang him on sun, about his truck runs in the country. They said someone rang crime stoppers and said he was the bike bandit. What a laugh he wouldn't know how to rob anything. So the police came over and we had to prove it wasn't him. So work got all his for the last 5 years. When he came over he took one look at my hubby and no your not him you are to short and way to thin. So we are breathing easy now, we knew he was not guilty, but it was a difficult time anyway. So watch out anyone can ring this hotline and say anything, but lucky the police knew straight way they had the wrong person.

Cheers Deb

Jake

I get of the cricket field and find out that I have 6 miss called from Jake, then 2 from home. Bloody hell something must be going on so I race home, to find my son bloody and a chip tooth. I asked what happen and he told me he was jump by 5 boys from his school. The only funny about this their was two car load of them. My son is so sore and hurt I would love to ring the police but he won't let me. So really watch out school tomorrow I'm on the war path , no-one and I mean no-one hurt my son and get away with it. What really got my back up one of them he play footy with him and his dad was a good friend to his dad. So don't cross me because I won't take it lying down. I'm so mad at the moment have crap of weekend and I'm just wondering what I did get this must grief.

Cheers Deb

23rd of feb

When I heard that when uni start, I screamed I thought I had two more weeks. No was the answer today. I went to uni training we have this before we start and in the middle of the semester. So I have one more week of freedom before all the hard work start again. Sharon our head of uni was giving us some hints today that it won't be easy. She was telling us about the unit teachers planning which of course I'm doing, sorry guys but it not easy especially the first assignment great. Now I'm jumping in my boots. well here goes life gone again but I'm just thinking when the comes and how I will be a teacher...

Cheers Deb

Valentine days

The day of lovers coming together, yeah right. Shit it just a bloody fast to me, yep you can see I love the day so much, that i'm jumping for joy. Well its a day you give flowers or even a card. As you can see I didn't get any of that but a bloody argument instead. You can see we show the bloody love today. You guys can keep the day to yours selfs, I don't want any part of it.

Cheers Deb

finally I have join

Yep that right after my kids and my friends have ask me to join I finally did. That's right i join face book, my kids have try over the last year to join but nah I really didn't want but I have now. Gee there is alot of my footy mate from my playing days on there and we are already friends on my facebook. My kids are my friend and I have invite some I already know to be my friends. Plus my sisters are on there and my niece and my footy i barrack for. Guess what I even invite one from a team I really don't like but I do have respect for him and his brother. Am i mad maybe but I'm on now. Happy birthday to my school i work at it our 40Th today.

Cheers Deb

Cricket

I love playing the game of cricket. I love watching cricket, especially the one day with Australia. Well back to me playing finally we play a game of cricket tonight. We haven't play this year because it been to hot or the other team forfeit. My mate asked what we should do if we won the toss, i said lets bowl, we always batting first. So she won the toss and was a bloody good toss. As you see we got them out for 39 runs in just under 7 overs. I caught 3 of them which was great for us. Then we batter wow we made 130 for 2. So we won very well against a team that has always beating us all year. The only problem with us winning this game I came off hurt, again I did my knee and my thumb, so I have a week to get back to better for next week, because we play their other team.

Cheers Deb

teenage girls

Stacey is at highschool now and she staring to act like. She started not to kiss me at night, which i thought that it wouldn't happen. I really don't like this, my baby is growing to fast and I wish she just stop and smell the roses. She and I had a bit of of argument about telling a boy she loves him. Honestly don't think my daughter would lie about it. She said she didn't, she told him that she didn't wanted to go out with him because her mum doesn't want her to date. I said hey if you want to go out with him, don't use me for the reason not to go out with him. She said that it was easier to say I didn't want her to date boys, he would stop asking her. Yeah that's right I'm the bade again. Well she doing really well at school and happy about. Yep my work going ok, I'm starting to enjoy the office stuff but I still love working in class more and I hope i get more hours in class. I'm volunteering in my friends class just to get my fix and I just love working with all the class not just one on one plus this helps with my uni work as well.
Cheers Deb

beach

This afternoon I took Jake, Stacey and Emma to the beach. When we got out of the car you could feel the difference, how cool is was at the beach i would have love to stay there. The girls were having fun, Stacey got a dead crab and chase Emma with it was so funny. Emma decide to make sand pies but then she decide I really need it over my head. It was great to have my son come with me. The tide came in really quick, we were lucky this guy ran and grab all our bags. They were nearly under the water. So everyone try and keep cool and drink lots of water.
Cheers Deb

http://au.youtube.com/watch?v=KwoMTInO-kQ
You have to go youtube and watch this, its so funny. Jess had it on her face book and I really want it, to show my friend Sharon. So I hunt it down looking through all the utube songs and finally found it, by the way the song called all you single ladies. We are still in a heat way, well at least I turn the aircon off last night and just had the fan on. I don't do well if I had no sleep, just asked the people around me they will agree. Haven't play cricket for 2 weeks and again it been called off, I can understand with heat but do I miss it. It keeps me sane and It get all my frustration out of me. Which i have alot lately, hitting that red ball helps. People probably thinks it strange to be honest if you haven't tried it don't knock it. Hey if you wanted to check some more blogs go to www. condron.us and have alook.
Cheers Deb