Monday, March 29, 2010

congrats to us


Well congrats westie girls we won the grand final in cricket we are number 11111. This what Stacey took after the game when we won



Cheers Deb

Sunday, March 28, 2010

What A weekend

First I finally finished all my assignment by the end of week, the only down fall I'm two weeks behind in school work, it going to be a very busy for the next few weeks to catch up.

These are pic of my school friends and Sharon and Julie

The better part of my weekend was my reunion, my bestie Sharon and I went to high school reunion. It was amazing nite and a very fun nite. I really was paying for it on Saturday and a bit tied and as you could say to much to drink. Sharon meet a lot of my school mates and one of my closest friend at primary school and high school, well for awhile at school after year 8 went our separate ways, but that one story stays with me. I missed my reunion pic I was in the front bar with Sharon and David my old friend Lesley hubby. We drunk all nite with him and a few others, I saw one of my old boyfriend well not as good looking as he was then but that old. A lot of stories were told about me to Sharon but I think she wouldn't remember after that nite. Saw some teachers that are still alive and I mean alive.....


Last nite I took Stacey, Emma and tallara to the short stack concert it was actually not bad I did enjoy myself and love the first band because it was my sort of music. The girls went to front and stay there until the concert finished, they were right in there with everyone else. I can you something i was abit deaf after it and so were the girls, Stacey was abit sick with heat stroke it was bloody hot at the front of the stage and girls were getting pulled out left right and centre. I sat out the back on rise seats so I could see if the girls got pulled I would have seen them. All the way home they just talk and talk about the concert and how he smile and me and he look right me and only me lol. It was worth just seeing them happy and smile faces after and before, all the way down there I cant wait to get in there and every time girls would scream at the front of the line they would run and see if they were there and they were... I glad I went and I didn't miss it and just to see Stacey have so much fun and being her first concert and not her last, as I heard last nite with all the girls.......


Cheers Deb

Saturday, March 20, 2010

congrats Stacey




Stacey won the runner up best and fairest, I was so proud of her and she work hard for it this season. I still didn't think she would get it because the whole team are very good and there are girls that are a lot more skill than she is. She is so please with herself which she should be, but she not letting it go to her head, which is what I'm really proud of. Well on to some better news I did another quiz for uni just now and i was really scared of this one because it was a spelling test. If you know me, I have some trouble with my spelling, but i got 130 out of 150, which means I had two wrong and I'm so proud of myself because this was achievement for me. Well nearly finished my first assignment all I have to do is make sure the grammar is right and there are no missing words in there, that is usually for me i write and leave words out because my brain thinks to quick for my hand. Just think next weekend I have no school zone, on Friday I'm going to my high school Reunion with my bestie and then Saturday nite I'm taking Stacey and two of her friends to the short stack concert whoop whoop. So I will have lots to share after that weekend and lots of pics to, of both friday and sat....
Cheers Deb

Thursday, March 18, 2010

to long

Its been to long for me not to be on my blog, just been way to busy with school, work and family stuff. First school gee I have had my ups and down with this lately, I have so many times call it quits and so many times I still here trying my hardest. First assignment due on Monday and nearly finished it well I hope to have it complete before sleep to nite, then start the other one. I need to read through and make sure I have all the grammar correct and it makes sense. I have been put out of my comfort zone with these unit and its starting to show with me not dealing with everything. Well work is work, some days I love my work then other days I think go home and have time off, but no I'm still here because that's is who i am. I wouldn't let the kids down and me but sometimes i wish I could be full time, its a security thing but will never happen. Family not much I want to say here so I wont. Well back to the assignment so I can go to my friend card making party she is having on Sunday. I hope i can go but if I cant there will be next time...

Cheers Deb

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Pain in the head

Today I went to the doctors again, but really didn't want to go on my own but I did. My head is not getting better so I thought better check it out, to see whats going on. I went in and she said well look like to have to go and see a surgeon because it not getting better. She put two needles in and drain it again because I was in so much pain, then just bleed and didn't want to stop. i really hopes it will heal now and wont have to see a surgeon and have it cut of my head. I don't really want to go to hospital and then have stitches but if it still coming back and getting infected I have to. Well i did a literacy quiz today for uni, I should have went with my first answer and not change then but I did and I was right with the first answer, so I got them wrong. I second guess myself and I fail. I wasn't sure and didn't have the confidence in myself. So what do I do now, well this should make my decision easier.

House of pain

My house is call the house of stress at the moment. I'm so stress and it like living in hell here, everyone just don't want to talk to me. They think every time they say some thing I jump down their throat, maybe this some what right. I'm in a major decision time, I have so much to decide, what to do is what I need to know. I wish sometimes people would give their support but I really cant count on that. I just wish I had the drive for all i want to do but I need the support and nobody really cares, to many people so rap up in their own lives to see whats really going here. I'm really trying to studying but every time I want to it never happens. So here what should happen just give up and then I have no stress, I don't think I would make a good teacher anyway. I'm the mother from hell and wife at the moment, sometime i wish maybe life would have been easy if i just didn't get marriage in the first place then no kids. Then I think well life hasn't been to bad with my kids I would miss having a great granddaughter, but I would love just been left alone. If i have know what life would have been like maybe I wouldnt have started this bloody studying, who am I kidding it not for me.