jake

My son has turn 15 today. 15 years ago i spent new years in hospital, I had Jake today he was due Christmas but he really didn't want to come out. So the doc gave me something to take so a week late here came Jake. He was a very big baby and they were making some hard decision to whether how I could have. when he was born they took him straight way from me he was jumping out of his cot. He had high blood sugar count. So every 15min he had to a test, his Little heals had a lot of pin picks in then. He still a big boy and I do have more grey this year so let hope not as many next year. So a big Happy Birthday Jake we love u.

Well it new year eve so I'm heading off to my best mate house for the night to bring the new year in. So happy new year everyone and see ya next year.
Cheers Deb

Christmas Award

When I went to see what my mate sharon been up to , I find this award on her blog

http://justmeandthem.typepad.com/Sharon

So... The rules of the 'Christmas Spirit' Award are -
• The person to whom you give the award must also be in love with Christmas.
• You must link back to the person who gave you the award.
• You must list 5 things that you love about Christmas.
• If you can't limit it to 5 things, then keep going till you run out of space!
• Pass the award along to as many people as you like.That can be 1 or 45; it's up to you. But, you must pass it on to at least one person in order to keep the Christmas cheer going!
• Let your recipients know that you have tagged them by leaving them a comment.

Well here goes, What I love about Christmas.

1/ Love watching my kids open their presents in the morning.

2/ Having seafood for breakfast.

3/ Catching up with my family.

4/ Eating and drinking to much, with out having a guilty mind or body.

5/ Talking to old friends and sending message to everyone else on the day.

6/ Going to town to the see the magic cave and Santa.

so here my list of one blog

http://janinekoczwara.typepad.com/a_creative_life/

Hubbys and cars

The last two days I have been car less yep,that right I haven't had a car for two days. My darling hubby went to put in my new water pump. That's cool he put that in and the car was great, then he decide I will fix that bracket. Yep that right I will try and do more, but then he put the bracket on and broke the pipe. Then he went to put a new one on, but then he had to take the other one off. Broke the power steering oil box. So here I am no car but then he went and got the part so I have a car again. So while I was car less i decide I need to go for walks to walk off the Christmas day food. Today Lisa and I went for a long walk, if you know where I lived I have to bridges around me. So went up and back, but while were walking down the bridge this girl was running up and down. She went pass us on the way up and on the way down, so I couldn't help myself but say something. So when she was running back up again I said Lisa would love to race her up the hill. She laugh and keep on running, but when lisa I was walking up the bridge again lisa start to run up the bridge it was so funny. When she got to the top she was like rocky jumping up and down. The other women was laughing and say well done and just as I walking up and she next time you have to run up. yeah right......

Christmas Day

Yeah Christmas is a family fun day, well some of the time. My brother in law Paul was a little tipsy by the time we had lunch. He was giving us girls a hard time ( my sisters and I) by saying lunch was a bit slow, it was only because the veg's wouldn't heat up us quickly as we wanted. So i gave him the finger( the bird), boy that was a mistake my mum gave me a bloody sterned look and a slap on the legs. Gee that was the wrong thing to do around my mum, but it was a natural thing to do for me now. Thanks to a very close friend of mine because we give it to each other all the time, but my mum was not impress with me. lol. Here's some more photos of the day with my crazy family, as you can see the host of the Christmas, plays Santa which was Paul. After a couple of bottles of wine and beer.

Thanks go to my sister carol for all the cooking and making Christmas a fun day. By the time I went home from sister house I had a lecture from sister col about my mother and how we wont have her mum longer. That she getting old and grumpy. Yeah i hear ya sis but give me a break. All I know i went home upset with her and worry. My mum is having test done in the next week or so, when she come downs for her 80 birthday. You need to be with her this time, yes I am going. I will take back home to where she lives as well. So i hope my sister gets of my back. I love my mum dearly and I know my sister get all the crap and the complains from my mum. I know my mum missing my Dad we all know that, we all do. Sometimes I wish my mum live here not over there, where we don't get to see her much. Everyone that's have mum enjoy them and see them as much as you can because one day they won't be there.

Cheers Deb

Me and my family

This my family on Christmas day. We went to my sister for lunch as you can see. Then we all stay for tea. My big brother came for tea with my sister in law bonnie and my nephew Remi and his partner, it was ashamed my other nephew couldn't come. Well we are a Strange family, don't get me wrong I love my family. We had lunch play a game of broget and Stacey and I lost to my sister carol and her son josh, which was fun game. Then family wanted to go home so I took them home. My darling hubby kept getting calls and message from his mate all day. Shit to be honesty we couldn't have a day with out them mess him. So I just took him home and told him to go over, I went back to my sister. Then I visit my mate Sharon for a little while, then back to my sister for tea. I do get a bit p off with his friend ringing all day we can't even have a day without them. Them saying are bored when are you coming over and all that crap. Well we did have a great Christmas still and i love catching up with my nephew remi.

Jess

My eldest daughter told me she having a baby. So this morning we went to have scan to see how things are going. She in the very early stage of the pregnancy. She was so happy telling me yesterday and so was I. The last time she told me I was not quite sure how to react but now I'm so happy for her. This time last year she told me was pregnancy, then in nearly 3 months later she lost her baby. So when she had the scan this morning and they couldn't tell her much, i saw a look in her eyes of sadness. I know she scared and I do understand, I hope everything works out for her. if she lost this baby, don't think she will be able to deal with it so we have afinger cross and faith that everything will work out.
Cheers Deb

some news

yes i have some news but it a secret at the moment until tomorrow. It could be the best Christmas present I could ask for. You just have to wait until tomorrow.
Cheers Deb

My heart is breaking

Stacey just finished writing a update in her blog with a little help from me. It so sad that the worst thing about holiday is she doesn't get to hang with her best friend.I always remember that holiday you meet up with your friends and hang out, down at the playground or the shops or at each other houses.I always remember living at my best friend house. In high school my best friend live to far for me go and hang out with her. It was great when she lived in valley view, where I did but then her mum and dad spilt and they move to modbury. So the bus came handy. My other best friend live down the road and we always hang, people thought we were sister. Stacey went out with neighbour, but she left her to walk home by herself and I really didn't like that. Then the boys from school kept mess her to hang and she does sometimes. Today she just sat in her pj all day but she played the playstation with her brother which is nice to see. I said just think next Christmas holiday you can go and catch bus down to her best friend house and hang out. My kids are all growing up to quick for me. I wish i could just stop time just for awhile for me to catch up. Christmas is not to far away, this time of the year is hard. My dad always got a real tree for Christmas, i loved the way it smelled so pretty. My dad would bring down mistletoe for me to hang in the house. After my dad pass away, when micheal work at a timber place. He knew I always want a real tree for christmas, when one of the truck hit a big branch, they ask if he would like and so he bought it home. That was the best present I could have receive that year. I was talking to this lady at this party saturday night she was saying 6 years ago her daughter die in a car accident and she was lucky to live. I was a total stranger, we were just there chatting about things, until she went home. What happen with accident and how she survived and what she went thought after the accident and how her daughter-in law, turn out to be bitch and didn't help the family. Then we started talking about mother-in laws, micheal was sitting with us and he said sorry to me about his mum and how she has never like me.I really don't care any way. so i hope christmas is going to be a happy one for my mum and this lady which I said to before she left. She made me think that life is to short. I really hope this Christmas will be happy one for my family and my sisters leave my mum alone.
Cheers Deb

A poem from a friend

A old friend drop over yesterday to catch up. Every year she comes over to give me a gift and a poem. So I thought I might share with you, It a bit mushy but that her and I really hate mushy.
Everyday wishes

May everyday of your life bring...

A smile from a friend-
A little bit of love-
A chance to do a good deed-
A moment of peace-
A feeling of joy in creation-
A memory of a bright moment-
A new moment to remember-
A plan for the future-
A hug from someone who loves you-
A fresh hope for tomorrow-
A friend that will always be there when you are in need-
And a wish from someone who is thinking of you!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE, IN 2009

Strange thing happen to me at a christmas party

I went to my hubby's friend Christmas party. Boy it was so boring, well at first. Then things started to go very strange. I was chatting to this women about her work and where she works. Then we were talking about psychics and what we believe. Yes I do believe there is something out there and some people can see. She started to give me a reading and it was very strange. I can't go into it to much I need to talk to someone first. I couldn't stop laughing at what she said, but I really hope it wont come true. To be honesty I don't believe it and the person I need talk will say the same.
Cheers Deb

Me and Santa number 3

Yep one more lot of our day.

Cheers Deb

Me and Santa number 2

Yeah here is more photos from today. I just thought i had to shows these ones from the magic cave and the mirrors. In one of the photo I'm holding a cats tail, this one is for my mate Sharon.

Cheers Deb

Me and Santa

Yep that right i sat on Santa knee today lol. I took Stacey to the magic cave and of course the new Myers house. Which was pretty cool. I took some pics of Stacey and myself with Santa and his reindeer. He was a pretty cool one and they let you take photos. I told him i better not sit on your knee and said hey i have bigger women than you, I thought your a sweety. Stacey couldn't stop laughing at me. Now it feels like Christmas, it always does when you go to town and visit the old guy. Every year I take Stacey to see the magic cave but my friend Sharon showed me the Myer's one last Christmas and its a lot easy to see him. This year they have really improved it and now it great. We still visit the magic cave but not Santa. I'm really not much at shopping so Stacey got bit p off with me when i didn't wanted to visit every shop, Sharon my friend is better at this than me. Everyone that knows me would agree not much good at this shopping stuff. So when we got home I grab Lisa to go shopping with us at centre so Stacey has her shopping fixes. I try to dragged my son along today but nah. I told him, he was afraid to face Santa because he knows you be bad this year lol. Well here is some photo from our field trip.

Cheers Deb

update on hair

Yep that's right I finely got him to the hairdressers. It took me ages to wake him and get him moving but we finely got it cut. All the women wanted to cut his hair. It was soooo funny, i was telling the lady this how I wanted it cut, he was saying this what he wanted. We were all laughing, I was telling them he finely asked to have his hair cut, so I wasn't going to take any chance. I was saying how we were going just shave his hair while he was a sleep. Or just a bit off every night until it was all done. well here's the before shot and after.

Cheers Deb

hair cut

Yes my son asked if he could get a hair cut. That a big thing for him, his hair is so long and you can only see one eye. I have take a before shot and hopefully it will be a after shot. At the moment he hard to get up, does that mean he not haven't one. Boy I hope not. Well keep tune in and hopefully you see his hair cut.
Cheers Deb

Can't sleep

Yep I can't sleep it 1.55 in the morning. My mine is busy and not shutting down. To much going through it. Plus it could be my side is still hurting and I'm finding it really hard to sleep. It much easy sleeping up right than laying down. I'm glad cricket over for this year so I can recover. But I must say the pain at least make me still feel and knowing I can still feel pain, I can say that I haven't completely shut of my feeling and still have a heart. My mine and my heart are in battle at the moment. My heart is saying one thing but my head is saying another. Who going to win. We just have to wait and see. All I can say is that the nightmare are winning at the moment. For weeks I try not to sleep because of the nightmare, But the funny thing is they are coming all true. To be honest where are the Angels when I need then now. It doesn't go well with the blog title hey. I think I'm on my own for this one to work out.
Cheers Deb

holidays are here day 2

Not much going on at the moment. I played cricket last night against my old club it wasn't a pretty site. Well you can say we not on talking terms anymore. To be honest I don't care. I was bit of a bitch last night, they rub me up the wrong way and find out, that i can give, as I get. Didn't really have good game but I really hurt myself My family was trying to get me to go to the doc but I'm a stubborn person I just putting up with the pain as long I don't move the wrong way, the lounge seat was a very comfort way of sleeping last night and more likely tonight as well. I have decide to not depend on any one any more, just me it safe that way. Then no one can disappoint you, to many disappointment over last few months but not anymore. This my new year resolution. I know what some people thinking great Deb gone back to who she was. I know my family are saying that, well that to bad. I have really enough giving in and letting people walk all over me. I might find myself alone but the price I will have to pay just to be me. You can say the twin is coming out of me, as you can see I'm a Gemini and very proud to be one but hard to live with. You have two people on your shoulder, one saying just do what everyone wants or say but the other saying nah do what you wanted, everyone else will and not consider you. yeah I might sound like a bitch at the moment but that how I feel at the moment. Well on a happy note. Stacey caught up with her best friend Emma tonight, I love the way they have fun chatting and mucking around. It was like they haven't see each other for weeks but it be for only 4 days. That's what you call true friendship. I'm taking Stacey to see magic cave this week, she still believe in Santa which is so cute but can be a bit annoying. We went to see the movie twilight what great movie looking forward to the no 2.
Cheers Deb

Her last day

Stacey last day at primary school, which had alot of mix monition. I really didn't want to go near her classroom. By the end of the day that's all I wanted to do. I try to keep busy all day and try not to think about. So by 1.30 we had a Assembly to say goodbye to everyone that was leaving. Then at 2 we went back to the classroom, so i went to the class I work in to say goodbye to all the year 7. Gee there was tears from most of the year 7 in that class. I kept on looking over at Stacey class just to see how she was going. Saying goodbye to the girls and boys from both rooms was quite strange. They were all crying and then I saw Stacey she was crying, My mate Sharon just hug and hug her really tight. I'm glad she did because I just couldn't do it. My heart was breaking into two just watch how much she was crying, My last all grow up. Well now I'm feeling really old and not quite know what I'm going to do now. She so grow up now and heading of to high school next year. Today she was asked out by one of the boys she wen to school, I'm glad she said no. Only after asking her mum for her opinion, my was no just tell him you just wanted to be friends. It funny how all the students in her class, didn't want to hang out with her but now they do. Holidays can get lonely if you have no-one to hang with. Here a photo of her last day

Staceys big night

Stacey was so beautiful tonight at her graduation. Wow my baby daughter is now teenager and of to highschool next year. Her favourite teacher from a few years ago van to watch her graduation. Stacey was so happy for her to be there. it was really hard to see my last child receiving her photo. The tears were there but I keep them in side . So here so photos of her night. I have mix feelings on how I really feel. it was nice fro my two other daughters there as well as her dad.

This is life

This is life you wake up and go to work, then you come home to cook tea, do the dishes. Then you run and hid from the kids fighting. One more week and we are on school holiday. I'm looking forward to the break but not the kids being home. Yes I have work really hard this year and I'm looking forward to the break. I really don't know what is going happen next year we have a new Principal and we don't know what the hours are going to. Everyone keep telling me it going to be all right but until we are getting pay and the hours are there, I don't think I can. My friend keeps giving a hard time about it, I'm the one that need to know and doesn't relied on people word. It just who I am not a trusting person, if you know me, you know it takes time to get me to trust anyone, let alone peoples word. Last week my youngest daughter had her school concert. She was wonderful and so was the rest of then. Then she had our school idol well hope she does well. She was great at singing and so is who best friend Emma. This week we have her school graduation I hope i don't cry very much nah i won't. It going to be a sad day on Friday when she said goodbye to her school friends that she won't see anymore. It not being easy being a 13 year that what my thinks. yes some of the girls at school are shutting her out and trying to come between her best friend and her, but my friend has put a stoip to that. The funny thing is her best friend didn't realise. Stacey has being telling me for weeks this has be going on.
Well got to go now.
Cheers Deb

Kids

Yes mine kids are driving me up the wall at the moment. Well I must explain my two older children. My son and my daughter, just non stop fighting and always are bringing me into it. My daughter can't wait to leave and my son keeps telling I don't want him here, which is not true. All I want is the fighting to stop but I can't see that happening. They are always yelling at each other and my daughter is telling I'm not a very good mother, which hurts. So you think maybe I'm not. Then all I wont to do is just ran away. School holiday are just around the corner, i really can't wait to be more in there fighting and been told that my son get away with to much. To be honesty if his father become more in his life maybe this wouldn't happen. Yes sometime I think I'm a single parent, well I know not I am married well sometime I don't feel like I am. Well that enough bitching
Cheers Deb