Stacey and Emma transition

Yesterday Stacey and Emma went to high school for transition. Sharon and I went with them. We walk in to the gym and there was all these other student from different primary school all so scared, just like our girls. It was really hard fro me because is my last at primary school and she my baby. Emma is Sharon first at high school so we both were a Little, oh my god what we going to do now. Will I know was, Stacey is always with me at school, but from next year we wont see each other as much and I'm really going to miss her. When Jess went she was my first I felt the say because we spent so much time with each. I know they got to grow up but I'm not ready, all different things go through your head will she need me any more, does she still want to hang out with her mum. All these things are still going through my head and all day yesterday. Am I going to be alone with out my children, Jess has her life and Lisa wants to move out, Jake doesn't want to be home anymore and Stacey will I lose her to and then I'm on my own. Sharon and I had morning tea with Principal and all I could think about was Stacey and watching all the other primary come past but not Stacey or Emma. So I went to catch my friend in the front office and asked her to pass a mess on to Stacey for me but no I had to go and find her, I think she knew I had to see her and make sure she was fine. Sharon and I track them both down just to say hey walk back to school and we will wait for ya. Stacey didn't want me to leave but Emma told Sharon just go. Which was quite surprise because we thought em would be the one, with stay mum, not Stacey but it was sweet to know that she still my. Well On another note I pass my first semester at uni yahoo now it time to have a little drink to celebrate.
Cheers Deb

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Stacey your 13 today. Well we went out to lunch for Stacey birthday today. She had her best friend Emma came with us and Lisa friend kirsty. Her dad and brother and me. She got some great present from us. Emma and her family gave her a scrapbook album and voucher to buy pics with her new camera we bought her and her sister gave her a bracelet. Here's some photos from today.

In Two days

yes my baby is going to be thirteen. Stacey is turning thirteen on Saturday, wow. Shh don't tell her but she getting her camera for her birthday instead of her Christmas present. The way she was talking tonight she already knows, a little bird told her well my friends daughter has been telling her what she getting. I'm hoping I has squash that. We were going to the movie on sat, with her best friend but the movie not on until next month. So I thought well we go out to tea but her dad has a party to go to and her sister has one as well. Don't get me wrong it not his fault its my I told him to go and Stacey did as well because she just wanted her best friend only at the pictures. So it not happen for her on her birthday. So it just going to be her and I celebrate her birthday. We will go out more likely next weekend and her friend will go to the movie but when it on. She won't have a boring birthday I will make sure of that and I have a feeling someone I know will make sure of it as well. Well happy birthday my sweet baby daughter Stacey I love you.
Cheers Deb

Went to the movies

Yeah that's right went to the movies tonight with my friend Sharon and her hubby Matt. We went to see the movie mirrors awesome movie. It was a great and bloody movie and I recommend anyone to see it. Then I decide to go home and had a few drinks. I was watching most haunted. Guess what I did pass my last two assignment, now i just have to wait and see if I pass all together. To be honest no-one really cares if i did or not. Maybe it just to important for me to fail, to be told all your life you are not very smart it very hard not to think that.
Cheers Deb

my children

At jess party all I wanted was a nice photo of my children. Did I get one, no they just couldn't give me a great photo. So I had to put up with what they gave me, thats my kids you got to love them. There is one of my closest friend daughter Em as well, she just part of my family anyway. We all love her to bits.

Cheers Deb

jess birthday

Last night we all went over to Jess house for her birthday. She 22 now, Lisa her sister wanted me to embarrassed Jess with baby stories but she was good child and Lisa was the one we embarrassed. Here some photos of the night and there will more later. She is just as beatiuful as she was as a little girl. Her dad got a little drunk well could say more than a little. As long as she had a good birthday that all it matters. Happy birthday to my darling daughter.