Sunday, May 30, 2010

exams

In a week I have exams, one online and the other paper exams where I have a person watching meFinally finished my last assignment friday just before the dead line, lucky hey and i need to give a big hug and thanks to my bestie for all the help and support with all my over the top stresses. Today I went to sharon for  our monthly cardmaking class, here what I did
This our new car we got last week I love this car and driving it

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Pain and see her hurt

Today i took Stacey to the doc for weekly freezing off her warts. She was in so much pain and tears just flow, my heart was breaking just watch her cry. She wants them gone and that why we are doing this. we are hoping there is only one more time to go with just one big one left. The doc said it was his pleasure but I think he meant it OK for him to do this. Stacey just look at him. I just find out my exams are on the 7th June and then the big one on the 8th June what week it going to be. Now I just starting to be a bit nerves, I have never done exams before so this new to me, lets hop i do well.


Cheers Deb

one more to go

My last assignment is due Friday but I have ask for a extension because i know I wont have it finished, but i have a feeling i wont get it. i really hope so because this not a really easy one and with everything going on around me, it wont be finished but I will give it a try, I think making it make sense is the problem. It would so much easier if i could tell them in person and not have to write it. Then I have exams in two weeks with one and I haven't check on the other but I need to, so trying to finish my assignment then studying for exams bloody hell. We are looking for a new car and its not easy to get one and trust it going to be a good one, i have ask for a independent mechanic to have a look at one we like. Well i have to go and take Stacey to the docs then back to this assignment.

Cheers Deb

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Sunday, May 16, 2010

never know

Thanks to my bestie Sharon, your a gem, for all your support and help I don't know what would do if i didn't have it and I hope I always will. All day i been looking at cars for me to buy, I love at least three cars, they are all holdens, blue, red, browny grey colour. By the end My other half and i were have disagreement all he can see you got to have great mags but I really like this car but it didn't have great mags on but it only 3 years old and only done 40,000. So I said that's it I'm going home. When you think nothing can hurt you, or the trust you have in someone will never be broken but it does happen or they decide that some other person much better to be with than you and your realise sudddenly your friendship has gone and you dont know what to do, you not want any more, someone else is more important than you. How do you move on from this or how do you trust this person again. I supposed you just move on and don't talk to that person again, that my moto but thats me. I dont give this advice to anyone else, I tell my kids its up to you, if you want that person in your life but the trust just wont be the same. Are people worth it if they are like this, or can things be mended. I have been changing my mind on this,, things can be said but what more important your friendship or lose this person and be alone. I hope this never happens to me, if I lose my bestie, I would be so lost.

Cheers Deb

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Mothers Day

Mothers Day is supposed to the happiest day, not in my house. My dad die on this date and so every year I don't like mothers day, I still ring my mum and wish her a Happy's mother day and we all try and make it special for her, when my dad pass away just before mothers day it was hard on us all and especially for mum, she didn't want to celebrate but we thought it was important for her so we all went up there and had lunch. Every other year i have tried to go up there for her and we just we down to the shop and i just hamburgers and chips for us and that was great for her but the last couple of years I haven't go there and I have made excuse not to go. I would have loved gone this year but school work has come in to play as my assignment is due this week and I have quite finished it I'm hoping for today but lets see. I did ring her and wished her a happy mothers day. Lisa bought me a cup cake and Jess left candle pack for me, Stacey wish me a happy mothers day and Jake is still asleep. My kids know I not that fuss with mothers day but sometime I wish just would surprise me and take me out but that will never happen. Other mothers day my kids would just fight and one year I left everyone home and went to my sister house for lunch with my mum, It really just another day, well that my opinion and no one will ever change that. Well on a happy note this is Emma and Giselle, Emma is so much a part of my family i always call her my other daughter. This is Stacey best friend, I could help but take these photos of her with Giselle, they are very cute in these just looking at Giselle starring at Emma cute huh.














Cheers Deb

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Giselle

I love being a nanna, at least, I can do this and I cant go wrong being one too. Things are going so wrong and I have no control over it but with this beautiful girl I have. I love our saturday date together it just her and me playing and going for walks, as soon I get a bolt for my car I can take her to footy and to the shops and just walk around and show her off to everyone. On the weekend she starting to get into things, so I say no and she looks at me and smiles and then she look again and cry, it was so funny, she just like her mum. At least with her Im not stupid and Im not good enough for people to be with or say hello, Im just plain old nanna, just the way I like it. Some people in my life can just go to hell for I care, I really dont need them in my life. Just as much I dont need to .......... what ever I dont want to talk anymore. Heres some great photos of my beautiful granddaughter and how much she means to me......







Cheers Deb