In doubt

Yes I'm doubting myself and I know what someone is saying. It really not making any different, shit it bugging me at the moment to be this way. I hate this feeling and i really don't know how to get out of it. 9 working days to go ya and i really mean ya bring on the holiday. YOU know if I feel this way maybe I wont make a very good teacher. Or do I want to, well my sso wont have this feeling that for sure they have all my support and students wouldn't get away with what I'm going though. Just finished playing cricket tonight and we batter and i did get in, which was fun i 'always love to bat it get all the stress out while I'm out there. The you come off the field did i get enough out nah i didn't. So far this season i have hit 75 runs and that's in three games and we have won three games to, with us we have to retire after 30 runs so that a bit pissy but hey that's the rules. Two games i have finished not out with what i love because my batting is important to me.... So tomorrow back at work and once again getting shit throw at me again but I keep to me and just let steam after school......
Well thatsa for me now.....

Cheers Deb

well i did

Yes I had a few drink and I did have a look, yes i pass my unit in uni ya me. I still haven't plan for next year but I think I will, well at the moment i will but let see tomorrow and now my good friend will have to pay up....... and i will keep her to it.....
Cheers Deb

still havent

The result are out and I still haven't had a chance to have a look, well to be honest i really scare to look after i have already fail this one before. They only just been posted yesterday but I still cant come and look and I even haven't plan my next subjects. My close friend said she will go and watch the new moon again with me if i check to see if i pass, but I still find it hard to do that. No-one really understand why i like this or they just doesn't wanted to. I will do it when I'm ready to do it. I don't know if i have any hours next year at work, if I don't I cant continuing my studies anyway but I would have to look at volunteer to keep going, i don't know maybe i just lost interest in everything. Well I off to have a few drinks and then maybe I will have the gusts to see my result.

Cheers Deb

My Sister 50 birthday

My sister colleen had her 50 birthday party today, gee it was a fun day and my granddaughter was so spoiled by all. My sisters wouldnt let me hold her because I have her all the time. It was so sweet to see. Stacey turn 14 today as well and she had a great day with everyone. My sis and I had a few drink and then we dance and dance well she dance more than me lol. So more tomorrow I have a very sore head at the moment.
Cheers Deb

Did I pass or not

Well all my result in from my assignments and now I have to wait to see if I pass over all. I did add up and try to work it out if I did or not, but I'm going to wait and see from them. Then maybe I can plan for next year, whether I go on or just try be a very good sso and just realize that I'm not up to study and put my self out of my misery. Just got a email about my cricket game tomorrow night, we still play as long it not 40 lol
Cheers Deb

Friendship Poems - My Friend by Sammy Lane Sharp

This poem I find on the Internet and it for my close friend Sharon

Friendship Poems - My Friend by Sammy Lane Sharp: "My Friend
by Sammy Lane Sharp
We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strife

A friend who's always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears.

A friend who's always near,
Waiting for our call,
To wipe away our tears,
And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,
On whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need -
Thank you, precious friend"


Cheers Deb

Friendship

What is friendship? Friendship is when a person comes into your life and never leaves. Friendships is when you both don't need to say anything but you both have talk your head off. Friend is when you can say anything and they wont walk away from you. Friend is when you can ring them in the middle of the night and you will be their for them.
I find this one on the Internet and it said it all........
Friends........ Friend: That one special person who makes life a bit easier by just listening to your problems and difficulties.
Friendship: A special bond between to people. A bond that time cannot break. It is strong like a chain, with linking hearts. The author is Katy.
Thankyou to the person I call my close friend and mate, Sharon for being apart of my life for the last three years and lets hope for many more, you put up with a lot from me and you still call me your friend and as well as i call you. With all my hang ups about friendship, you are still here and broken through where no one else has. No matter where we go or how far we are from each other I will always call you my best friend..........

Cheers Deb

look what I made

Today my mate Sharon had another lot of training on photoshop. It getting really interesting and very hard, but fun. So I had photos of Jake, Lisa and one with Stacey,Jess,Giselle and me. So I made a pic with all little pictures to made the big picture of the little pictures. Then I made a picture of Jake and Giselle and had a little writing include to, then the last one is off Lisa and Giselle. I'm very proud of what I have done and glad I'm learning some new skills to. Well that's it from me my left hand is getting a bit sore and very shaky. By the way A big Thanks go to Sharon for her patience

Cheers Deb

circus

I took Stacey and Emma to the circus over the weekend. It was fantastic and just wonderful watching the different acts. I took at lot of pics of the girls and some of the acts on the night. we saw clowns and watch the type rope . Then there was this fantastic fire act it was so amazing and the way the photos turn out they were just amazing. The girls had so much fun and so did I. There was no aminals, all there was just alot of act and all different types.

Cheers Deb