How funny this change.

I was looking at old stuff and old song that meant a lot years ago but I think How stupid was I to think things could be different then. There is a song on my phone and it’s called promise about a friendship, that should have been a warning not let my guard down. I don’t have photos anymore, except when Facebook decided that I should remember with memories come up. It’s been 6 years now and how life is so much different than it was but I’m not saying it wasn’t a good time in my life then but I have learnt from it. If looks could kill I probably be dead thousand of times, I have moved on from this and I wish other people would. I even delete the same friends because I don’t need to know anything about your life and I think you don’t need to know anything about mine.

Life

Life is a funny thing. I have gone back to the gym and losing weight and nearly finished my second goal. Slowly getting goals not making big ones just small one. Loving my life and no hassle at all. Nearly 2 years of being separated but so much better and the kids are lot happy too.

RIP my brother

After 7 years my brother has pass away from his cancer. We lost him yesterday. My heart is breaking and I really don't how to feel. you have grown your angel wings and I wasn't ready to say goodbye but you couldn't hang on anymore. Love you my brother and I will miss you.

Geocaching

Today Stacey and I went to Nuriootpa for geocaching and found a couple. Lucky I have a four wheel drive now. I can go everywhere and loving it.

Living life

Went out bought new car last month, four wheel drive so I can have more adventures. Said good bye to my mum sister last week and finding out she died from the same the leukaemia as my mum, so I have decide to live my life to the fullest I can. You never know when it's you time. So more adventure and geocaching. Nearly at 300 finds, I have got a few of my work mates into now. Start a new take course with my work, we are learning Auslan. At first I'm there wtf I have got myself into but I wasn't the only one. Well the girls case comes up soon and that's going to be a very tough week or two. Well that's it for now, I must put up some pictures of my geocaching adventures. Well see ya on the flip side of life.

Geocaching

Over the last couple of years I have be geocaching and loving it. So I'm changing my blog a little to include geocaching and shared my adventures with you. Last week my kids and I just got back from a cruise and yes I did some geocaching on the island, island of pines, mystery island and noumena and of course in Sydney where we started. We had the best time of our life.

Wow it's been awhile

Yes the title said it all. I thought better check in and let you know what has been going on in life. I'm living the single life now, just with two of my kids. It's quite ok and enjoying it. Not long and of to Sydney and then on our cruise. We all can't wait. Working really hard and I pass my certificate 3. Jake is at uni mow and so is stacey. Out geocaching which I love and so much fun. It's like treasure hunting and it gets you out. Well that's it for now.

Hello

I want to say hello but don't know if the time is right. I know we never be the way it was but I like at least to be able to say hi. Well the court case starts again in couple of weeks. This killing me seeing my girls going through this and I can't do anything for them. 10 months and we away on a ship, can't wait for the fun.

Life is quite funny

Over last couple weeks, I have getting quite a laugh. It's been 3 years and I'm so over it but looks like someone else is not, I get a laugh every time they can't be in the same room. Get over it, it getting funny now. I was laughing so hard to myself but I was smiling when I left.

Life

The last couple of days were very hard for my family. My daughter lost her baby, as mother watching her go through it was hard. On brighter not my grandson turn 4 this week. I still have a beautiful granddaughter and she was so excited to have a little baby brother or sister. This time next year I'm on a cruise with my family. Woohoo can't wait.

That time of year again.

Every year I hate this time of year. It's look for work next year, never sure if your working or not. If I didn't get pushed out of my old place of work, I know I still have a job every year. Oh well, time to gets quotes on our veranda then electrical quote. Pay for our holiday on a cruise next year. Can't wait, it was a lot of saving but it's worth it. 🚢🚢🚢

Guilty or not guilty is the question.

Yeah finally it here, well we thought so. Not he couldn't make up his mind, if he is guilty or not. My god now we have too wait another month again to see if he is or not.

Goodbyes

On sat my family will be saying goodbye to my mum and dad house for the last time. This is going to very Emotional day for us all. It's nearly been 3 years since my mum pass away. It's going to Be own by someone else and just thinking about it make me feel it's not right but it is. inhave a feeling my parents help with this sale for us to get on with our lives. Not day goes pass that I wish I could talk to my mum. Even harder knowing I need her now.

Josh

My nephew Josh plays his first game in the afl on Saturday for the Gold Coast Suns. We are so proud of him and can't wait to watch him in TV. When he plays here or Melbourne I go and watch him. Oh by the way stacey has been doing really well at uni. She has lots of credit on her assignment. So proud of her.

100days challenge

Today stacey and I have decide to do the 100 day challenge. We both decide to video ourself and up load the results. So in 100 days we will lose weight and eat healthy and exercise. So I'm off for walk, I love geochaching so this where I start.

When you can't help.

This week my eldest daughter called me to tell me they found a mass just under her brain. She be having lots of headache lately and feeling like she going to pass out. So my doctor order some est and a Mir was one. It came back that they found something behind her sinus and in the nerves just under her brain. Now we are waiting for her to see and Neosurgy to found out what's going on. Now after a few days of thinking about it, we decide to wait until we find out. Stacey got hit really bad a netball on Wednesday night and is now suffering from headache and such. She walk off the court after getting punch in the throat and hit in the head and then had a panic attack and couldn't beathe. As life hits you with this we are still smiling but living the life to the fullest.

Love life

Loving life, enjoying working. Can't wait for footy to start. Back studying and I'm hoping this will get me back to my teacher degree. Stacey start uni soon doing a bachelor of media arts. Next holidays she taking wedding photos for some very close friends. It's time to send this email, I wish I had some sort of hint, if it's right. Oh well that's it for now. Cheers.

2015

What have you got installed for me this year. Jake is 21 now, lisa soon to be 25. Back to south down soon, be working at Karrendi for the holidays. We did a drop off drive for our firey and victims. It was great to see the community come together. It was nice to catch up with some old faces and see how the kids have grown. Then over the next couple of days delivered the goods to other places. Have to book my and stacey holiday soon, we are going to see a concert in Melbourne next holidays, must start and book a place to stay. This time I'm driving over. Can't wait, to get some girl time. Cheers for now. I must go to work.

Christmas

Well Christmas is over for another year. It wasn't a bad day but not like it use to be. With mum gone and you can see the distance with my family and me. It was nice see josh back from Queensland for Christmas but he go back to his new footy team the Gold Coast Suns. We were lucky not lose my brother in law before Christmas, he had a clot in his leg. They said if it was in his over vain he was gone. My big brother is just hanging on and I'm need to get more skin cancer cut from my face. On some bright news I'm back at South Downs next year. It's 6 in the morning and I haven't had any sleep. Well I hope every one had a great Christmas. The next post will be on my sons 21 st. Cheers for now.

Last week of school

Last day for me at South Downs, it's going to be very sad to say goodbye to all my students. Life must go on, our Christmas staff dinner is this week. Well for 6 of us. At least 3 of us are leaving. Well that's it for now.