Not great

Shit what a great day not, first everything went wrong from this morning and hasn't got any better here now. My body is so bloody sore and I just hurt all over. My heart is hurting so much my stomach my head and my legs. These meeting I go to are they helping or are they making make decision, which Im not ready to make. they are telling me things that make me think, maybe they are right about some and they telling me what really people are like. I don't believe them but maybe it starting to make sense to me.