life

I'm looking forward going back to work, beats sitting here doing nothing, well I sleep half the day. I need to fined something to do during holidays, it very lonely on your own. I think that when the depression gets worst with nothing to keep your mind off things. last week I was flat out this week I cant be bother but wish I did. Yeah i know I could see my daughter but it doesn't help when she makes me feel more depress. Does that make me a bad mum???