Mum

Tomorrow is going to be a very hard day for me, my mum pass away a year tomorrow. Today was hard for me, I broke down and cried. I haven't really grieve for my mum but I am finding this hard. Everything comes back that happen around that time. Two more days and we are on holidays. Yay.

Stacey is 18

Stacey turn 18 last week and I have her a big party. With all the people she calls family. There was my close friends from work and her close friends and our family and my family and our cricket mates. It was a great night we hire a footy club for the night and we hire a photo booth to take funny pics. She had a ball and did everyone. Stacey got a new tattoo this week. Of her and my fingerprint and m n m on there. I'm very lucky to have a very sensible daughter. She wouldnt drink at parties without asking me first and not a lot until she was 18. Not like some they sleep at other people house and then get so drunk that they throw up before 9. I'm just so lucky to have a good relationship with my daughter that she tells me everything. Well that's it for now.

What a week

This week my daughter stacey graduate from high school. Today she turn 18, now she off with her friends in town. Her first time in a club, wow she has grown in to a beautiful mature woman. This year she grown up and it was nice to see her happy. She having a 18 party and she has design her self a canvas board with tree, for everyone thumb print and they can write something. I'm so proud of her and how she has dealt with thing this year. Her music teacher came up and said don't worry she has really done well. When her results come in she be surprised, it was nice to know. Well more later.

Stacey

On Wednesday this week stacey can finally so good bye to her high school, she graduate this week. I can't wait to see her finished and more on. I know she has said the same thing but she is going to miss to her favourite teachers. They have been a god sense to her and keeping her in year 12. One has been her mentor and the other was her art teacher. We will still see them because they have a house at the same place as my mum and dads. On Friday she is turning 18 and then we have a big party for her. I decide to have this because as a family we have been to hell and back over the last year. She needs this to have her very close friends that have support her, when she was finding life hard and couldn't cope and family because they have been here for her and Jess. My work mates, all of them have support me and stacey. I'm have been very lucky to have some close friends, that have been there for me this year. Well we have been there for each other. It's been a very stressful couple weeks just make sure stacey finish all her work, me getting more hours. Well that's it for now.

Stacey

On Thursday I went to work and the I get a message from stacey. Hey much come now I'm on soon, went to my friend and the one I work with, I'm out of here. Tell stacey good luck from me, give her hugs to. So off I went as you can read, stacey is about to complete year 12. That day it was her saca exam for music and she sing. Wow she was amazing, there is one song she sing and it's all about her. It's called warrior, she has so much emotion in this song because of what she been through. I spoke to the teacher after and he said don't worry she has pass. Stacey has been worry about not passing year 12 because of of the emotion roller coaster she been on, over the last year. With my mum passing away and the police case all the pressure of year 12. Her last art piece was about her and others that struggle with depression. The final was her hold on to a shield with her boyfriend in one corner, me in another corner, her nanna in another corner and of course her music. With all these demons around her, it was a very powerful piece to see and understand what she going through. IM SO PROUD OF HER. At her birthday party she has all the friends and family and my work mates that have supported her this year. LOVE Ya BABY BEAR.