Dont leave me

I try to talk but things just didn't come out the way I want them to, so I stay silent  for now and hopefully one day i will talk to you about but.... I hope this is not the last Christmas for us and i hope you be here for the next one to. If I loose you what am I going to do, you have been my rock and I don't know if i could go on with out you in it. I know if you have to go and I will say goodbye for now until we can be together again. Your are always in my heart today and yesterday and tomorrow...........