well

Well what am I doing, this is the question. I know in my heart what I need to do and I know in my head is doing what it wants. It a fight between the head and the heart. My head is winning that the worried part, my heart is starting to become cold, don't want it that way but it is happening that way. Lets hope I can stop it from going the way it is but maybe I can't stop it on my own.

Well that's it from me

Cheers Deb