Goodbye My Friend(with lyrics)-Karla Bonoff

Wow still sick

My chest is on fire and my cough is killing me, no sleep is I get because all I can feel something going on. Be told because of all the stress I have been under for the last month, I have let myself get very run down. Where I work they could see it every day and start to become worried but as me I'm ok. Went back on to Facebook but it still as boring and everyone making out they your friends. To me real friends are the ones you speak to on the phone or in person. So back off it again maybe I check in again next week. Well off to the footy tomorrow and watch my roosters boys play, some guy is making Stacey a flag for the game. Jake and Nathan are coming to, if we win just might stay and watch the other game or just head to the club if we lose to spend time with the boys and say goodbye to jimmy and alleyway. Well let's hope I have some good news tomorrow night. Cheers Deb

Being sick

Yesterday I woke really sick, I have been for the whole week but today It was bad so rang in sick and then I sleep in until 12:30 when Connor woke up. After awhile I took jake and Stacey out shopping. I don't get jake out shopping so when you have you go. He has lost 50k of wieght so he need new clothes. I'm so proud of him,he lost so much weight and trying to finish year 12. We had really great day. I even sign Stacey up at anytime gym, so we go together, I go to the gym more often now. Stacey loves it, she loves the weights and they have the new bikes so we race against each other. She told me going to the gym is helping me get over all the crap that happens at school. Michael the pt still gives me shit but I'm giving it bad to. He said when Im ready he love to push me again. Lol. Cheers Deb

Me

After a hard session today this me, when I was young I lost me.

Again

Sitting at a place I thought I never be back at again. I'm here waiting again, to see how much risk. After talking to me this morning on the phone I'm here. Spoke to my big brother, I just couldn't help but cry. Once going on Deb and I just can't wait to see you and hug. He there hey I'm the one dying I should like this not you. I'm so sorry I just need a hug. Do will be here at the weekend and here for two week and then he gone.