Both

Both Stacey and I had bloody test this week and we both have to until Friday to see. It's going to hard week to wait but can think we will keep our self busy in Melbourne. Well car still in until tomorrow oh great. Off to the scrap shop to see what we get to make these tags. A friend made ours last time when her and I went to Melbourne. Oh well I still remember it and the last two before that, oh that was the past and now this the future. I do miss that bit of my life but I just got forget because they don't want to remember me. :(.

well what a day

I went to work this morning and then came home to some house work and now I can finally see my lounge floor, no thanks to Lisa. So Stacey and I are going to start doing scrapbooking we both have lots to scrap about. We are going to try and to our own plane tags, wish us luck. We have never try this before. Well back to netball tonight and then lots of stuff to do tomorrow. Getting ready for our Melbourne Trip and she getting so excited..

My hands are tried

Yep I cant do anything at all. Someone I trust has told me a old friend of my is having a hard time and I cant be there for them. I wish I could but its not up to me, it up to them. They block me on facebook so I cant talk to them. Hey Im thinking of them and that's all I can do. I have to respect their decision and I would love to be just a ear. Well I went to the gym and I came out sick, I really thought I was going to throw up. It helping me to get fit. Not long now for Jess wedding and connor first birthday. Well only a few more days until Stacey and I off to Melbourne and we both are looking forward to it. I have book our ghost tour of the goal and we are looking going to the zoo and as well as the goal during the day. We have planned everything and we going to the dfo as well.

love been on holidays

After a month and half of the unknown with my brother and all the stress I been through its nice to be on holidays and just rest. Yeah I go to work two hours a week but done than that. My car gone in for repairs again, let hope its the last time. Stacey and I are to Melbourne next week and Im looking forward to it. We both need the time together with out the rest of the family and world. The rooster are doing well and not nice to see will miss this week game but hey Melbourne is calling. Well my mum is doind ok in the nursing home. My big brother is happy with what going on and he look great but tired and I watch him get up stairs but he is here.

Had a great night with my sisters on Saturday night, we talk and talk about being kids. Then on Sunday my sister said to me hey I know you lost your best friend but you can talk to us and know you have never told us everything and you have her. I said yes I told her all my secret but maybe it time to tell my sisters. This has bought us closer that they know what happen when I was a kid. They thought all this other stuff with what happen with my bf but I just laugh at what they suggested it was funny and I said yuk you got to be kidding. So they know what happen with the downfall and couldn't believe it and thought it was a bit silly. I just said maybe there was more I just don't know. So now we can go through everything together. It was great seeing my brother and I took some pic to keep with me for ever and just so I can remember as is.

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