Why

I don't understand why. I had some not so good news today. All I know is that if it happen I wont forgive you and i never will. The only thing is trying to stop it from happening, but that I cant and nobody can. Please when it does happen just say goodbye to us before, I love you very much. I might not show it but I love you and I will never forgive myself, if you go and I don't get to say goodbye to you. Well that has top off my holidays, after having a wonderful few days away with my closer friend and her family and my.