Lisa

Well lisa is all moved in. The house she has moved into is only 2 years old and a beautiful area and not to far. Connor so much room to walk around. I'm so happy for her, she has grow up. Well but to work tomorrow which I'm looking forward to.

Stacey

Stacey and I had a really long talk today, to the point it made me so upset and cry for her. It's funny you never want your children's to feel pain from friendship. She is to the point that she won't trust anyone again. She told someone something that has happen to her and they turn their back on her. I thought it wa my fault in some ways because of what happen with my past friend. In a way it had something to do with it but it shouldn't have had. Then stacey said if they really wanted to know why she couldnt be friends and cared why they would have asked, you did mum, you asked why and what's going on when yours broke down. She just more than hurt, she just so piss off. It had to do with her birthday last year. Not even a happy birthday or present, that hurt her more why is all she keep saying to me. Now I understand her pain and why she said it was over. Especially when she bought them a 70 dollar present from England. She got what nothing. I'm hoping one day she will find a person that will cared about her and always respect her friendship. I could say more what she said but I won't because its really not worth it. I can say this any adult hurts her again not only have me to deal with but the police, i will make sure there life will be hell. Stacey is going to be 18 this year and she more into other people feelings and so grow up than others her age. She not a child anymore she a beautiful hearted spirit young woman. We have been planning her 18 birthday and she has been playing around with photo shop designing her invitation and she has great eye on her design. I'm so proud of her because she has so much going on around her and to deal with. No young person should deal with things she has too. Losing both her grandparents and what happen to her as a child and what's has happen to her now. She is a very special young lady.

Lisa and connor

Lisa and Connor move out this weekend in to her new house. Wow it's beautiful and they going to love it. It's a beautiful place and safe area. So it's going to be so different with out Connor. We have grow to love him and enjoy him. He makes your day, just gives that cheeky smile at you.

Both of us

no need to write anything.

Finally

Im finally getting well after two weeks of having the flu. Get a flu injection and get sick not great but one of the staff I work with she been the same. So the last week of work i was going to work sick, we hate taking days off, if don't need to. so this week I have been trying to get well. Next week it back to work for 4 hours because I couldn't get in this week. I couldn't even get to my old mate from school 50 Th because of this flu, I don't want to give it to them and i wouldn't be very good company anyway. My footy team is doing brilliant and my nephew is playing really well for central its a shame they not winning at all, well no I'm glad they are losing but for my nephew it must be hard. My niece is having a hard time with her pregnancy she back in hospital again, she been in and out. Poor thing they both growing at the same time. Well we are strong people. Stacey report card was great and Im very please with it, I'm looking forward to her art work to be finished. Both her and Jess want everything to be over and I do to,then we can get back to our lives. Jess was telling she going to be a police women in a year, wow my daughter is going to a cop and I couldn't be proud of her. My kids are spending more time together lately and my grand kids and I have really enjoy this, I can see what I was missing for so long, watching Giselle and Connor today made me smile and so love and don't want this to stop but one day it will. Well that's it for now.

50th birthday party and a wedding

Marian turns 50 this week and her partner is having a surprise party for her. Should be fun, if I was so bloody sick. Then Bek from work message me for my address, I'm there ok why. I forgot to give you my wedding invite on the last day of school. Oh wow thanks I didn't expect it because we only just working together. She said i have alway want to you to come. Cool so next month is her wedding, yeah must say we have become good friends even for someone that's my daughters age lol. Well they say you learn things from others, maybe what I have learnt is to let others in. We got on like house in fire the first time we work together and that what I have with both the teachers I work with. What have I done these holidays so far. Not much be sick as a dog for all of it. Stacey has too, but she went into school today, to get some catch up art work done. I like how the Highschool has these day for the year12s. Not long to go.

Holidays

Yay holidays are here. Time to rest up and enjoy me time and my grand kids. Walks along the beach are in order. Catch up with few mates. Go out with new mates. Getting along pretty well with my work mates, someday I get stir for being grumpy but it's all in good fun. Had a few drinks after work with gang I work with and heaps of laughs. Even the boss was giving me a hard time but it's all good fun. Went out and bought a pizza maker now we can have pizza sometimes. Last week of work was bloody full on and by the end of Friday could see we had enough. I work with s great team, they don't like taking days off even when they are sick. Well enough now just thought drop in and say hi. Since its been awhile. Not much to say well here any way.

what a great game of football

Tonight Stacey and I went to watch my nephew Josh play against rooster. He made in the league side for the pass two weeks. This is him last weeks game. Have new support for the roosters Giselle was calling out go you roosters and her dad kept saying what but she was to barrack for the roosters, well that's one grandchild on my side. lol Tomorrow Stacey off to Melbourne with her school, she has been home all week, very sick she couldn't get out of bed until yesterday. I had to take the day off on wed because she couldn't breathe. Its getting bigger and I'm so worry about it and it hurts but more test and hopefully we can find out what it is. Well thats it for now.

My family

Boy do love my kids. Jake he having a fight with in him, as you can see him and his dad don't have much of relationship and jake is showing he all grow and now fight back and protects me. Stacey having her own struggle and know one understand or know what. All week she been home very ill. Lucky to get out of bed. Me is trying to stay afloat but we are fighters and we are fighting for survival. Glad to be back watching footy and to see my red and white play tomorrow. Then stacey off to Melbourne god I hope she going to be fine. Yeah I'm worry about her and it keeps my mind off me. Got go back for more test to see why. Well list another 3 kg need to get back in the gym but so tired all the time it's not easy but this is a little suspected. Wow 4 months since mum has pass away and not a day go pass she not on my mind and how much I miss her. 8 months ago since I lost a good friend and sometimes I think about them too and yes miss a little but I know it's the best for both of us now. We have different lives now and we believe in different things and ways. I was thankful to them to come in my life because it taught me a great lesson. We got to go now.