emotions

Today its getting harder, I feel so alone well I am. Everyone I know have turn their backs on me. I really don't know why, I have writing and drawing and will show soon but just not ready yet. Jess told me nanna still here and she not ready to go She scared to talk to her but I said open up and let her in. She might need to pass something on. All I dream is her and don't want to any more.