Yes I just realise that I am on my own, my family is trying and I would love to tell my brother and mum. They have their own problems, spoke to Dave today and we have to wait until the 8 Feb and its going to be a long wait. He knew that something was wrong but i just told him i was worry about him and mum. He doesn't need to worry about his little sister, it a hard lesson but you are really on your own and i don't need anyone anymore, I will go through this on my own and i will get through it on my own. I did this for years on my own and now i just do again and not ask for anyone help anymore. My daughter won't talk to me and I don't know what going on and the other is I need you but she always needs me. Stacey is worry about me, when I got home she asked what was wrong and i just nothing I'm ok. well back to work on Monday for my 9 hours yay for me. Well that's it for now having a few drink to see if it will help me sleep.
Cheers Deb
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