Family

At the moment seeing my kids hurt because they are seeing me hurting and not knowing what's going to happen. I wished People would not just consider their life but what happens in the other person life and what happens with their kids. Today at the lunch breaks I sat by myself. I couldn't handle anyone and I just want to be alone. Its my way of coping and the need to have space. The tears are here and not going away. I just don't understand why and why again to me. Wasn't the first time hard enough but the second time it even harder. Im getting support from people I didn't know I would and its nice to know. Its even better knowing Stacey has lots of support at school from Aaron and his family. Well that's it for now. Cheers Deb